Selfportraits

I learn new things about myself when I draw my selfportraits. On thing I learned is that small area of hair on my head is growing in a spiral way. And it was like that even before I’ve read “Uzumaki” by Junji Ito.

There are four different moments in time visible here: 2010, 2011, 2012 and 2014. I got lazy after that I focused on other projects after that.

I basically go soul searching every few years. This is cool, because I reshape improve my way of drawing a lot every time it happens. 2012 was a time of sickness and depression (ok, depression probably was a thing, a subject, a theme until around 2017 :-P).

2011 was time of loneliness. But besides being down, I fed on all these negative emotions – I was able to draw like cray cray and to spread my interests over some philosophical subjects and more. This was of course not a thing I wanted or planned, and it was risky and not smart thing to do. I did went out as a better person, though, so YOLO I guess.

Aaand 2010 was also not positive time in my life, sorry :-D